Friday, January 9, 2009

Love!!! ...more than a Feeling

Unless you're a parent, reading my post you would probably think I'm crazy!
I've always known I would be a mother, and I always wanted to be one, but I never dreamed I would love it so much.

It’s hard to believe that Aiden is already two and a half months now. Oh.. I never knew babies are this innocent. I love his gummy, toothless smile he gives when I talk to him and the way he tries to respond with his cooing and gurgling. I love cradling him in my arms, playing with his little toes and fingers, making him smile and the way he holds me with his sweet tender fingers.
Life has definitely changed after He coming into our life.

I wish you could know how you make mamma happy in your own little ways.
Last week when his appa (dad) promised to take us out. I will never forget the kalla smile on his face with a ‘ammakku kittatte appede kyil ninnu nallathu’ look when I was late to get ready when appa came back from work. Everything I do everyday is about being a mother.

I love the way he shares the understanding mischief which is unbelievable. Yesterday, we wanted to go out walking and we were scared ammachi wont let us go, as its cold (though he was dressed for the season). I told him not to make any noise. I should say how surprised and overwhelmed I was when the he dint even make a gasp or noise, until we got out of that big house, closed the grill and the understanding smile he gave melted my heart. He's a cool dude and I wouldn’t be surprised if you fall in love when he stares at you with his pretty brown eyes.

Everyday he makes my day special and gives me moments to remember. I never knew until now how you make our life much richer and more meaningful than we could envision and for the overwhelming love and pride that you fill our hearts

Do you know this mother lives for you.. Just for you.
To see you growing, to answer your 1,000 questions about anything and everything, to see you live w/o fear, to see you being happy.


boredofbeingjoblessandgettingpaidfordoingnothing said...

Wow!!!! that was AWSOME beens. . dat truly gave us d REAL feel of motherhood. . makes us also feel like xperiencin parenthood asap. . lol. . Aiden is REAL lucky to hav a Gr8 MOM like U. .

Vineeth said...

what to say..
a classic touching piece of work.. pls add this if u write an autobiography later, please add it.
acually he s not just a lucky guy but the luckiest.
pls go 4 somthing more of this kind.

Nirmal said...

hohoho....u a mommy now....great happy for...

and happy new year 4 u and ur cute cute boy....

Shiby said...

Awesome... Aiden is very lucky to have a mother like you. As you and Aiden grow, please try to widen your mind and perceptions to accept all the children as yours and say a few words of prayers for those who have never got these kind of a mother as Mother Mary did and as she does always. Because only a true mother can love people equally and her own children. All the best.

tina said...

Welocme to the real world of Mothers Club. Our kids are our (WWW)whole wide world.Childrens are gifts from God & family is the Heart.share your wisdom, teach right from wrong and guide them along the winding road of life . For to achieve that as a parent give all your love and support.And welcome to our little kunjappu to the world of love.tina chechi

Beena said...

why wait? becum a pop.. n i want to see xperianz the same. u both r gonna be best parents.. am sure.

peter saayipp: njan kruthaarkthayaayi. dont worry thanikku ineem samayamundu!!:)

thank u nirmal

Shiby: thanku. i agree with u. i take this blessing to love more kids, not just mine.. but those who dont have one too..n be a good mother taking MARY as the example.
read thrice n then u will get the meanig of wat i said

thanku tina chechi..
i'll try my best to make my boys world a better place. After all he is my smile in times of tear


rajeev said...

hi ur blog...n congrats on being a wishes n prayers..!

Yasmin said...

Hi Beena ur old friend yasmin from Oxford College
liked your work
pls contact me on

missed u over the years

Prajwol said...

Hey Beena,

I haven't been to your blog for some time, so I was not aware of the good news. Congratulations :) Say hi to your kid from my side :D

subha said...

Hii da,
That was really nice. But i don't have any rights to comment for this one, Bcoz i'm not a mother yet. But only thing I can say that u wrote nicely and the feeling of becoming a mother is expressed in a real way. I wish i could be a mother too soon and i hope so. Keep on writing.......